So long, yea?

Nothing interesting and inspiring lately. Can't think of anything to blog in particular.

Maybe it's just now. I felt so worn out, way worn out.

So tired that I can't think of anything right.

I really don't know what I'm doing lately. I've lost touch with this world and the flow of time. Can't find the motivation to do anything serious. Well A's coming, this is plain shitty.

Where has the real me gone to? I feel so soulless now. Maybe a little is left to sustain the physical life, but I don't know who am I now.

Everyone is moving ahead in time I've seen. I still seem stuck way way back. I don't know for how long. 7 months? or more?

It seems so dreamy for the past year. Way dream like for me to accept it at all.

Something just seemed lost in me or my life. Some thing just some thing. I can't explain it, but I feel it. I don't know if it's just you or there's something else that made me a stranger to myself.

Stuck in this endless void, pathetic me.

Return me the days, my days, that I know who I am.

But it's impossible. You're lost in the eternity of time, my hands can never reach out to you anymore. I wish, how I wish my voice can reach out to you once more.

Maybe we'll meet again, someday somehow. In the far future, in dreams, in another space and dimension, under the name of miracle.

Maybe, maybe, but not for now please. I need the energy to pull through this shitty ordeal by the name of A levels.

For now I shall silently send my prayers to the endless sky and start mugging my notes.